Podcast Anniversary



In 2024, I decided to restart my podcast content after a year of leaving my job and facing numerous rejections that left me feeling stuck in life. To shake things up and do something different from the endless cycle of sending out job applications, I began recording myself talking about my life in English.

I remember a couple of years prior when my friend and I had bought a microphone to record a podcast together. We recorded a few episodes discussing various topics and making jokes about adult life, but once we started working, we set it aside, and the microphone ended up gathering dust in a box for years.

With the equipment at hand, I took the plunge and started recording myself sharing my thoughts about my life. My computer screen was in the background as I began. The first few minutes of recording felt endless; I found myself repeating phrases and making numerous mistakes. However, that first episode marked the beginning of this journey.

Just as I started with my blog, I recorded a series of videos discussing my life, hobbies, family, jobs, pets, and more. Over time, I recorded nearly 100 videos, and although I continued to make mistakes, my confidence and fluency improved significantly.

Through these episodes, I realized that this endeavor was not only an exercise to enhance my English fluency but also a form of therapy where I could express the challenges I was facing.

2024 was a tough year for me, and it's evident when you watch my videos. In some episodes, I struggled to hide my frustration and anger about my life. In others, I couldn't continue because I started to cry, especially when discussing my dogs.

Currently, I am in the fourth season and have recorded many videos, gaining a tremendous amount of confidence. Although I don’t record as regularly as I’d like, I find it relieving to speak in another language when I put on my microphone, even if I know no one may watch my musings as a 30-year-old enthusiast.

S.


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