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As I write this, it has been four months since I left my previous job. I didn't anticipate the difficulty of finding a new one, but this period has taught me valuable lessons about life, work, relationships, and family.


I have no complaints about resigning because it was a decision I made personally. I was prepared to accept the risk and face my limitations, understanding my weaknesses and utilizing my experiences and knowledge. At times, I lacked the energy to push myself to try something new, and it felt like a battle between discipline and giving up.


I am considering improving my programming skills, but I will have to do it alone this time. My friends are occupied with their own work and personal lives, which is understandable as I was too when I was working. As time passes, I have noticed my bank account gradually decreasing. However, I am not too concerned about this as I have had some prosperous months this year and experiencing a few financially scarce months will help me appreciate what I have.


 I have experienced some unfortunate situations that weren't as uncommon as I anticipated. The world can be harsh, and if you're not ready to handle disappointment and defeat, each setback can be incredibly difficult. However, after experiencing some harsh realities, I've tried to adopt a mindset similar to David Goggins' "Callous Mind" concept. This describes the ability of the mind to endure challenges with strength and resilience.


I received job offers, but none were interesting. The interviews made it clear that the market valued cost over my achievements.


My exercise routine used to depend on the weather and my mood. However, I decided to make a change and started waking up early in the morning. Now, I run a few kilometres almost every day and take my dog for a walk (it's the least I can do for my furry friend). During these activities, I like to listen to some podcasts.


I had the opportunity to witness my nephew's growth for a few months, but he eventually returned to his parents. During this time, I experienced the highs and lows of a city struggling to find its direction. Despite this, I remain optimistic and view this as a new chapter in my life rather than the end of the world.


As a new month begins and we countdown to a new year, I am reminded that circumstances can change rapidly. It is crucial to differentiate between defeat and triumph in order to achieve our goals.


S.

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