Baxter 💓🐶






This is something that I was avoiding sharing or writing about, in part because the loss of that is hard to pass, and I'm not the kind of person that is widely open to showing emotions.


I don't want to write here how hard is to turn back my eyes at the garden and not see you, or the fact that you aren't here anymore to receive me when I came back from work. This time, I want to thank you for all the good things that you brought me throughout these 4 years.


When you were born, you were the tiniest of your brothers, I thought you wouldn't survive, and with the passing of the months, I thought you were fortunate to live and grow up with us.


I want to thank you for all the times that we used to walk or run, you were the perfect partner with who I ever could share this. You did the long walks funny again, and you did me feel proud when we used to walk across the neighbour.


You were responsible for taking me back to track again and making me feel that I belong to this family, thinking back again, I believe I was the fortunate one.


Walking will be not the same since you left us, but I know that your life here was good and full of kindness. Thank you for loving me and showing me that a man can truly love their dog. You were one of the strongest connections I had with life, you made me a better human being.


A month ago I had to say goodbye for the last time, but I know that you will live in the hearts of those who loved you.




~S.

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